And Just What Am I Meant To Be Doing Instead Continuing On Meaninglessly For Its Own Sake While Everyone Regards Me With A Removed Sympathy Over How Ive Outlived My Usefulness Humoring My Aspirations At Relevance By Trying To Find Some Level Of Involvement In Their Lives Should Anyone Depend On Me Then Its Only Because Ive Inserted Myself Into The Situation In A Way That Allows Them To If Anything Ive Arrested Their Opportunity To Develop As Individuals By Filling A Position They Should Themselves Occupy Im No Longer Only Purposeless If Anything Ive Become Detrimental Like A Crutch To A Healed Limb That Has Only Sustained Its Atrophy Because It Does Not Stand On Its Own Power It Would Be Better For Everyone If I Werent Here
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Continuing On Meaninglessly For Its Own Sake
While Everyone Regards Me With A Removed Sympathy Over How Ive Outlived My Usefulness
Humoring My Aspirations At Relevance By Trying To Find Some Level Of Involvement In Their Lives
Should Anyone Depend On Me Then Its Only Because Ive Inserted Myself Into The Situation In A Way That Allows Them To
If Anything Ive Arrested Their Opportunity To Develop As Individuals By Filling A Position They Should Themselves Occupy
Im No Longer Only Purposeless
If Anything Ive Become Detrimental
Like A Crutch To A Healed Limb That Has Only Sustained Its Atrophy Because It Does Not Stand On Its Own Power
It Would Be Better For Everyone If I Werent Here