NO NO FUCK THAT YOU *DO NOT* GET TO CALL THE VALIDITY OF MY PERSPECTIVE INTO QUESTION AFTER I JUST PROCLAIMED MY UNDYING AFFECTION FOR YOU IN PRETTY MUCH THE SAPPIEST MANNER I COULD POSSIBLY MUSTER, WITH EXTRA SAP, SIDE HELPINGS OF SAP AND SAP SPRINKLED ON THE SAPPY FUCKING TOP. YOU. DO NOT. GET. TO DO THAT. THAT'S NOT FAIR. YOU DON'T GET TO INVALIDATE THAT, OR JUST BRUSH IT ASIDE LIKE IT MEANS JACK SHIT. I DON'T NEED YOU BECAUSE I CAN'T COPE BY MYSELF. OR BECAUSE YOU FILL SOME NICHE WHERE MY OWN CAPABILITIES FALL SHORT. I DON'T NEED YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE A TOOL, OR A CRUTCH, OR WHATEVER BULLSHIT YOU WANT TO TELL YOURSELF. IF YOU HAD LISTENED TO WHAT I SAID, THE WORDS "I NEED YOU" DIDN'T ACTUALLY COME UP. I'M NOT AS INCOMPETENT OR FRAGILE AS YOU APPEAR TO THINK I AM. IF THERE'S ANYTHING AT ALL I'M CAPABLE OF DOING, IT'S THAT I CAN DEAL. WHAT I SAID WAS THAT I LOVE YOU. AND IF THAT'S STILL NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO TELL YOU. I MEAN I GUESS I CAN SEE WHY IT WOULDN'T BE. I'M NOT THE GREATEST SHINING EXAMPLE OF FRIENDSHIP OR SUPPORT ANYONE EVER BEHELD. IN FACT I'M PRETTY AWFUL AT IT. BUT WHAT YOU DON'T SEEM TO REALIZE IS THE ONLY WAY THESE EPHEMERAL FORCES CAN WIN IS IF YOU LET THEM. WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT YOU'RE DOING. AND EXACTLY WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO STOP DOING. NOTHING *WILL* BE FIXED AND NOTHING *WILL* GET DONE IF YOU KEEP THIS UP, KANAYA. PLEASE *PLEASE* I'M FUCKING BEGGING YOU DON'T DO THIS.
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NO
FUCK THAT
YOU *DO NOT* GET TO CALL THE VALIDITY OF MY PERSPECTIVE INTO QUESTION AFTER I JUST PROCLAIMED MY UNDYING AFFECTION FOR YOU IN PRETTY MUCH THE SAPPIEST MANNER I COULD POSSIBLY MUSTER, WITH EXTRA SAP, SIDE HELPINGS OF SAP AND SAP SPRINKLED ON THE SAPPY FUCKING TOP.
YOU. DO NOT. GET. TO DO THAT.
THAT'S NOT FAIR.
YOU DON'T GET TO INVALIDATE THAT, OR JUST BRUSH IT ASIDE LIKE IT MEANS JACK SHIT.
I DON'T NEED YOU BECAUSE I CAN'T COPE BY MYSELF.
OR BECAUSE YOU FILL SOME NICHE WHERE MY OWN CAPABILITIES FALL SHORT.
I DON'T NEED YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE A TOOL, OR A CRUTCH, OR WHATEVER BULLSHIT YOU WANT TO TELL YOURSELF.
IF YOU HAD LISTENED TO WHAT I SAID, THE WORDS "I NEED YOU" DIDN'T ACTUALLY COME UP.
I'M NOT AS INCOMPETENT OR FRAGILE AS YOU APPEAR TO THINK I AM.
IF THERE'S ANYTHING AT ALL I'M CAPABLE OF DOING, IT'S THAT I CAN DEAL.
WHAT I SAID WAS THAT I LOVE YOU.
AND IF THAT'S STILL NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU
I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO TELL YOU.
I MEAN
I GUESS I CAN SEE WHY IT WOULDN'T BE. I'M NOT THE GREATEST SHINING EXAMPLE OF FRIENDSHIP OR SUPPORT ANYONE EVER BEHELD.
IN FACT I'M PRETTY AWFUL AT IT.
BUT WHAT YOU DON'T SEEM TO REALIZE IS THE ONLY WAY THESE EPHEMERAL FORCES CAN WIN IS IF YOU LET THEM.
WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT YOU'RE DOING.
AND EXACTLY WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO STOP DOING.
NOTHING *WILL* BE FIXED AND NOTHING *WILL* GET DONE IF YOU KEEP THIS UP, KANAYA.
PLEASE
*PLEASE*
I'M FUCKING BEGGING YOU
DON'T DO THIS.