/just asks this here

so. remember the hideous picture i promised. it's not all that hideous.
but i suck at drawing somewhat normally because i draw cutesy like. all the time. i forgot how to do normal
which somehow ended up in me throwing my hands up into the air and screaming "how do you draw?!" and then everyone came and looked at me and asked what was wrong
so. yes. would you like this stupidity finished?