[ it hurts her a little. it always does. but that, in turn, just irritates her, and it's almost petulant when she leans over and snaps her fingers at him, demanding his attention. ]
[ the snapping is enough to get him to turn around and actually look at her, but he gives that heaving sigh of a person begrudgingly pulled from their work into an irreparable mess. firmly: ]
There ain't nothin' wrong, Lillian. Don't worry about it.
[ she makes a frustrated gesture with her hands. ]
I'm your wife. Whaddya think I want from you? I'd settle for y'to pay attention t'me once in a while -- y'could at least pretend like you're still attracted t'me at all.
[ he's more shocked at the accusation being spoken aloud than anything else. his eyes widen, his shoulders retreat a little back. ]
Just 'cuz I don't... 'cuz I don't got the time or the energy t'fawn over you every day and night don't mean I'm unattracted t'you. Can't believe you're even sayin' this.
I ain't askin' t'be fawned over twenty-four hours a day. [ her fierce stare is as accusing as her tone. ] D'you even remember the last time y'kissed me? Or held my hand?
[ she doesn't know the answer. but the question, the accusing tone of it, makes her suddenly feel as though she's being too needy -- and that only makes her more irritated, makes her ask aggressively, without really thinking about it: ]
[ she exhales, and it comes out like a scoff. she pushes her fingers through her hair, letting her head hand a moment when she responds, resentfully: ]
Y'don't treat her like your wife. [ there's bite in her voice when she goes on: ] S'pose that's why she still loves you.
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Look, hon, about the other day -- I didn't mean t'say all that.
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T'salright. Ain't like. Wasn't your fault that y'caught that thing.
[ and then he's looking down again to write more, aloof. ]
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Are y'upset with me? [ she tilts her head, watching him work. ] Or s'there some other reason y'been even more distant than usual lately?
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Why'd I be upset with you? [ quietly: ] Ain't like y'did anythin'.
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Hey. Look at me. I'm askin' y'what's wrong.
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There ain't nothin' wrong, Lillian. Don't worry about it.
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Liar.
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Whaddya want from me?
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[ she makes a frustrated gesture with her hands. ]
I'm your wife. Whaddya think I want from you? I'd settle for y'to pay attention t'me once in a while -- y'could at least pretend like you're still attracted t'me at all.
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[ he's more shocked at the accusation being spoken aloud than anything else. his eyes widen, his shoulders retreat a little back. ]
Just 'cuz I don't... 'cuz I don't got the time or the energy t'fawn over you every day and night don't mean I'm unattracted t'you. Can't believe you're even sayin' this.
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I just don't see how it's that big a' a deal. Y'know I love you.
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I know I don't need any gestures a' affection o-or favors or constant lovemakin' t'know y'still feel somethin' for me.
[ maybe a little accusingly himself: ]
Why do you?
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Are y'like this with Danger too?
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The hell's Danger got t'do with you bein' like this?
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[ maybe just to be mean, because it's lil, and she's cruel when she's unhappy: ]
I'm tryin' t'figure out if it's somethin' wrong with me or if it's somethin' wrong with you.
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I don't treat her like my wife, if that's what you're wonderin'.
[ but he falls into a hush after that, fearful, maybe, of stating the obvious again.
truth hurts. ]
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Y'don't treat her like your wife. [ there's bite in her voice when she goes on: ] S'pose that's why she still loves you.