IT'S THAT VERY SPECIAL TIME AGAIN.

[goodburger]

Time for.......


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screams into hands

[god_damned]

[ Kirei moves his hand, slipping his fingers under Kariya's chin. He guides the other man away from his shoulder, urging him to look up. His thumb skims across his ruined cheek, wiping away some of the dampness from his skin (tears and blood alike). ]

Do you not think yourself deserving of help?

Is it guilt?

cries

[filled]

[ the careful touch makes new tears spill, but he's too tired for shame at this point. he doesn't seem to mind the ruin of his face, and it makes some small, broken part of his heart attempt to hope again.

at the question, though, he swallows, gaze sliding away from kirei's. ]

I-- I just-- I'm no use to anyone like this. And I c-can't-- I shouldn't-- [ not while sakura is still with zouken. ]

clings

[god_damned]

[ Kirei cannot help a small smile. The expression is mild enough to not give him away, slight enough to not seem cruel in itself. ]

Don't be so sure, Kariya. Do you not want to see Rin again?

[ Kirei does not know if the girl remembers him at all, and either outcome -- being recognized or forgotten -- has equal measure of despair. ]

alskjdf //////

[filled]

Of-- Of course I do. [ his hand tightens again in kirei's shirt, comforted despite himself by warmth and familiar strength. the priest has been so good to him, and kariya knows how embarrassed he should be by how he's clinging to him, but when was the last time anyone really even noticed him?

he offers a slightly tremulous smile, then ducks his head to hide the faint, weak flush across his face. ]

I-- Thank you. I'm sorry, I'm just.. a little bit overwhelmed. [ a lot overwhelmed, actually, and still upset and lost. but at least he has someone here. and maybe he'll be able to see rin again. ]

[god_damned]

[ Kirei simply nods, his hand resting against Kariya's where he clings to his chest. ]

You shouldn't let her see you like this, of course. You need to recover. [ He takes hold of Kariya's arm again. ] Can you walk?

[filled]

[ he nods, determined not to be more of a burden than he already is, fingers curling against the arm supporting him. ]

You're right. .. I'm a mess. [ he starts forward again at the other man's side, trying to keep his expression as neutral as possible to hide the pain he's in. he doesn't want to worry the other man, especially over something that can't be helped. ] Who won the Grail..?

[god_damned]

[ Ah, there was a story. Kirei turns his head to glance at Kariya, steadying him just slightly as they walk. ]

I am not entirely aware. [ Which is only half a lie. ] I should have Rin tell you herself.

[ Because hearing of its destruction from Rin's lips would strike Kariya to the core. ]