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Relationship Meme

It goes like this:
ø Post a comment
ø Reply to other people's comments
ø They'll respond with some sentences about the relationship
ø Alex eats ice cream

Comments

[deadthenred]

[kickinsidekick.livejournal.com]

...Oh boy, complicated.

Uh. Well, every time we talk feels like I'm walking through a field of landmines and I don't know what's going to set you off next. I'm not sure what your issues are, only that you have so many that you qualify as a subscription. And I don't understand why you act the way you do. You confuse me a lot. And scare me a lot. Sometimes I'm pissed at you. Sometimes thinking about you just makes me sad. But you're one of the good guys and- not with me, ever- but I've seen you have your soft moments.

Secretly, I kind of admire you. Because, well. You're Bucky. I thought I wanted to be you. Even if I think you're a jerk sometimes, how could I not admire you?

And even more secretly, like secretly as I will never say this out loud and I hate having to say it now, on the list of things that I wish would happen the most? You liking me is number three, right behind going home and seeing Steve again.

This was embarrassing and I hated saying all of it, for the record.