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THE MISTLETOE MEME

*post with your characters
*respond to others
* make it hideous.
*But nothin' too dirty with the kids.
*Seriously.
*Ceiling Superman is watching you.
*Remind Caitlin to go to sleep before 4am so these sorts of things don't happen anymore.

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*release him*

So? I can't do something that feels right? I don't really remember, at least not every little thing. I get these...feelings.

*steps back and throws her hands up* But fine! I guess I won't act on feelings.

[doesn't move, doesn't rise to her anger, doesn't look at her]

*she doesn't like it when she doesn't get much of a reaction out of someone*

I...don't know. Just strange feelings. Like, what was it again? oh! deja vu. Feelings like I would have done certain things before or that did do them. And I guess maybe I did, I don't really know.

*she's getting an immense reaction from him, but he's struggling not to let any of it out*

Are you sure it's not because I rushed in without a full plan of action in mind. Because it wouldn't be the first time I've done something like that.

...Just in the past I was lucky enough to live.

We had plans.

You were killed because it is impossible to live anywhere out from under the thumb of the Decepticons.

*resists the urge to get closer to him again*

You've obviously been with them too long. Because I don't believe that to be true.

Neither did I. Until they proved us both wrong.

It'd be in your best interest to just... leave me be.

I don't normally do what's in my best interest so I don't see that happening.

...

What can you possibly hope to gain?

My memories. If that's even possible. I really don't like having all these holes in my memory. Or the feeling that I'm close to recalling something and then having it slip away from me.

We can't...

It can't just be relived. My brain isn't mechanized, I can't just transfer the data files to you.

*and she's been given an idea...this won't end well, it never does*

That may be so but I think there may be a way.

What are you talking about?

There are those with psychic abilities in the City right? Well, maybe I can find one and borrow their ability.

...

Having a psychic power and knowing how to use it are two different things.

Every power I've ever used I seem to have the automatic knowledge of how to use it and use it properly. Which makes sense given I don't keep them long enough to master them.

And you want to reach into my mind to harvest my memories to replace the ones you've lost.

Even though they're my memories, with my emotional responses attached... they won't be hers... yours...

No. I just figure maybe seeing the memories instead of hearing about them will trigger my own memories.

They aren't completely gone. If they were I wouldn't have these feelings I do. I wouldn't be so fragging confused about things.

...

That's why I'm telling you to leave it be. If you ignore my existence as you should, your confusion now will become less important.

Satisfying your curiosity can only lead to another death for you. I don't think either of us wants that.

*she shakes her head*

No, I can't do that. Not yet.

I'll just come back and keep coming back. I'll only give up if I can no longer feel these strange feelings.

Strange feelings.

They must be more than just deja vu feelings, then.

Well I won't know for sure unless there's some way to get my memories back.

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