http://behisgirlfriday.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] behisgirlfriday.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] goshdarnspam2010-04-05 08:11 pm
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[identity profile] loltraitorlol.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
Now that he's gone?

There's absolutely nothing stopping me from exterminating you stupid vermin.

[identity profile] loltraitorlol.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
... but that said?

Sometimes, I wish I could be what he wanted me to be. Someone...

Someone that isn't this. Someone good. Primus, life seems so much easier for you good people.

But if that's so, why is it so fragging hard? I want too much to be selfless like that. But some days, some days I wish I had it that slagging easy. At least, after being in this city.




But I will never change.

[identity profile] bestmachine.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
Please, Starscream. If that's where you were headed, you've been freed. I'd be thankful.

[identity profile] loltraitorlol.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
It is a kind of freedom, I'll admit. A painful kind of freedom, but freedom nonetheless.

[identity profile] bestmachine.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
It's only painful because you let yourself get caught up in all that.. mushy... romantic... nonsense in the first place. As a machine, I'd assume you knew better.

Then again, it seems like we never do. Do we.

[identity profile] loltraitorlol.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
No, we don't. And you're not immune to that foolishness, Cavil. Well, perhaps to romance, but not to nonsense and irrationality.

But then, as I tell Shockwave, there's sometimes a place for that sort of thing. On the other servo, I think he might be right. Emotions are such a bother.

[identity profile] lyingbrat.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Remember what you said, all those months ago, about there being no sin, only desire?

I actually sort of agree with you on that.

And what makes you think being good is easy?

[identity profile] loltraitorlol.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Sometimes, I do say clever things. Now if only I could remember half of them.

Because in the end, the good people always win.

[identity profile] lyingbrat.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Write them down?

A lot of people consider themselves good and some of them are actually really evil. And even if you're right... They still have to make sacrifices and fight for their victories.
seekerfemme: (Down | No way I'm beaten)

[personal profile] seekerfemme 2010-04-06 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks to you, I know what love feels like.



And I want it.







But I'll never get it, I think.
seekerfemme: (Floating| Far far away)

[personal profile] seekerfemme 2010-04-06 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
But it was so-

No. You're right.

[identity profile] loltraitorlol.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
It is so. It is so, and then they die, or they leave, or they hurt you.

Better to be what we are - weapons.
seekerfemme: (Kneel | Just waiting to betray)

[personal profile] seekerfemme 2010-04-06 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
Yes.




Sometimes I forget what I believe in, here. Things went so fast after my creation. I've been online for less than a full orbital cycle of this world, and yet I have memories dating back to the Great Wars.

[identity profile] loltraitorlol.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
I do have some idea of what that's like. I have the memories of two worlds, now.

You'll learn. You know, I think I don't give you enough credit. You're the best flier I know.

Besides myself, of course.
seekerfemme: (Blank | Nothing at all)

[personal profile] seekerfemme 2010-04-06 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
Heh. Of course.

You know, I still find you damned attractive.

[identity profile] loltraitorlol.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
You're not bad yourself, my dear.

Tell me, what are your thoughts on letting the world burn? And on being queen?

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... oh right, I owe you a thread of absolute silly, don't I. :3

[identity profile] loltraitorlol.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
... nothing.

I'm sorry. I really am. But sometimes, I can't help it.

We can do it tomorrow. <3

[identity profile] ajrimmer-ssc.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
He might come back, Starscream.

yay :D

[identity profile] loltraitorlol.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
It's not just that he's gone, is the thing. We were already drifting. I can't be the person he wants me to be. I want too much.

Even if he came back, I'd be too far gone.

[identity profile] ajrimmer-ssc.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
You know, all I can think of right now is that night on top of the hotel.

You didn't exterminate me then. And I like to think we've become better friends since then, against my better judgment.

You're not entirely gone.

[identity profile] loltraitorlol.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
"You are not the only one
Lost alone in this world"



But being good seems so... boring. Feels like losing.

[identity profile] ajrimmer-ssc.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
Who said anything about being good?

I'm just talking about a lack of extermination. Sometimes you need to leave the pests alone to preserve the ecosystem, is all.

[identity profile] loltraitorlol.livejournal.com 2010-04-06 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
Well frag. Maybe I should just move to Mars and take over. It's not like you lot are using it.

But then someone would launch nukes at us and it'd be war all over again.