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goshdarnspam2012-10-26 07:34 pm
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TEN THINGS

the ❝тєη тнιηgѕ уσυ'ℓℓ ηєνєя ѕαу❞ meme
» List ten (or more, or less) things your character could say to certain people (in the City or otherwise), but never will.
» Don't say who they're for.
» Have your characters omment around to other people's lists, assume the negative ones are about them, make passive-aggressive accusations, start a flame war etc.
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I REALLY WANT THAT.
BECAUSE, HEY, GUESS WHAT, SHE IS MORE THAN THAT.
A LOT MORE THAN THAT.
AND YOU HAVE A LOT MORE THAN JUST HOLDING FAST BECAUSE OTHERS WANT YOU TO LEFT.
YOU'RE ONE OF THE BEST PEOPLE I KNOW, KANAYA.
AND WHILE I MAY BE ABLE TO COPE WITHOUT YOU IF I WAS FORCED TO.
I DON'T WANT TO.
DON'T FORCE ME TO.
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOU SEE IT.
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HELP YOU.
BUT JUST BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW DOESN'T MAKE IT IMPOSSIBLE.
I PROMISED YOU I WOULDN'T LET YOU CAREEN OVER THE EDGE, REMEMBER?
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So I Already Know The Inaccuracy Of Considering Me Among Their Best
Im Not Slipping Over The Edge Because I Cant Let My Failure Become Yours
But That Edge Was Outward
Where The Problem
The Common Factor In Each Case
Was Closer Than Id Dared Admit
Should I Need To Remind You Who It Was That Needed To Compromise To See My Conflict With Gamzee End
That Was A Problem Because I Made One Of It
As Is True In Every Case
So What More Am I Really Other Than A Corpse Who Wont Decompose
Except For When She Does
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IF YOU KNEW ANYTHING ABOUT INACCURACY YOU WOULDN'T BE BLABBERING THE *STONE COLD INACCURATE* NONSENSE YOU ARE NOW.
WHAT ARE YOU?
WHAT *ARE* YOU?
YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND.
WHICH DOESN'T APPEAR TO MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU ANYMORE, IF THIS CONVERSATION IS ANYTHING TO GO ON.
YOU SEEM TO BE OPERATING UNDER THE IMPRESSION THAT I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO HATE YOURSELF.
OR WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE HOPELESS.
I DO.
AND I ALSO KNOW THAT IT ONLY GETS WORSE WHEN YOU DO GIVE UP, KANAYA.
IT'S LIKE DROWNING.
YOU STOP THRASHING AND YOU JUST SINK DEEPER AND DEEPER AND EVENTUALLY THERE'S NO GETTING BACK TO THE SURFACE, YOU'RE DONE FOR.
AND I GUESS THAT'S YOUR CUE TO GIVE ME MORE POINTLESS DOOM AND GLOOM I GUESS.
WAIT HERE LET ME DO IT FOR YOU AND SAVE YOU THE TROUBLE.
Ive Already Sunk Past The Point Of No Return Im Afraid
Bluh Bluh Excuses Excuses
BULLSHIT.
YOU CAN DO THIS, KANAYA.
I KNOW YOU CAN.
IT DOESN'T GET EASIER, I WON'T PATRONIZE YOU BY TELLING YOU IT DOES.
BUT YOU GET BETTER AT IT THE LONGER YOU DON'T LET IT TAKE YOU OVER.
THE MORE PISSED OFF AND DEFIANT YOU GET.
YOU GET MOMENTUM.
AND EVENTUALLY YOU FORGET HOW TO STOP.
JUST
PLEASE TRUST ME?
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Its Difficult To Gain Momentum From A Standing Position
I Want To Trust You On This
You Deserve To Have Me Trust You
To Have Me Be A Better Friend But
I Dont Know Where To Begin
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I DON'T KNOW EITHER.
WE CAN FIGURE IT OUT TOGETHER. IT'LL BE A DUAL EFFORT.
I DON'T THINK YOU NECESSARILY HAVE TO GET ANGRY ABOUT IT. THAT'S JUST THE WAY I DO IT.
AND LET'S FACE IT THE WAY I DO THINGS PROBABLY ISN'T THE ONE YOU WANT A WHOLE LOT OF PEOPLE TAKING AFTER.
BUT WE'LL THINK OF SOMETHING.
YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE HATED. ESPECIALLY NOT BY YOU.
YOU DON'T NEED ANYONE ELSE'S VALIDATION OR APPROVAL, OR TO BE USEFUL FOR THE SAKE OF BEING USEFUL.
BECAUSE YOU'RE GOOD ENOUGH ALL BY YOURSELF.
YOU'RE A GOOD PERSON.
AND THE ONLY PERSON WHOSE APPROVAL YOU NEED IS YOURS.
AND WHEN YOU DON'T GIVE YOURSELF THAT APPROVAL YOU'RE LETTING YOURSELF DOWN.
BECAUSE UNLIKE WHAT A LOT OF PEOPLE CAN SAY, YOU'VE ACTUALLY EARNED IT.
MORE THAN EARNED IT.
AND YOU'RE JUST CHEATING YOURSELF OUT OF WHAT'S RIGHTFULLY YOURS.
AND PREVENTING SOMEONE WHO'S ALREADY GREAT FROM SEEING WHAT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEM.
THIS SELF LOATHING THING DOESN'T SUIT YOU, KANAYA.
YOU'RE BETTER THAN THIS.
AND YOU DESERVE BETTER.
I GUESS THIS WON'T MATTER TO YOU SINCE YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME, BUT YOU REALLY ARE THE BEST OF US.
JUST PROMISE ME YOU'LL TRY, OK?
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So Agreeing May Be Little More Than Lip Service
But I Guess I Can At Least Put Some Thought Into The Requirements Therein