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[amoray]

♥ post with your characters
♥ respond to other people's characters with your characters
♥ they tell you in detail what their character thinks of your character, ic or ooc! tl;dr is enouraged.
♥ then you react if you want!
♥ other people do the same thing to you! maybe you harvest your tl;dr to use in a CR chart later!
♥ this was stolen from a thousand billion people (including leah) goddamn but here is an example of how it goes down

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blondiebear

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i really hope that's a canon nickname

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it is

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Harmony called him that. And probably still would if they ever saw each other. But Harmony is a reality celeb like OMAROSA used to be and Spike just has shitty movies made about him. So they could never be.

BUT NO ONTO THE REAL STUFF

Zatanna has pretty much all the qualities of the three women he has ever loved?!?! She practices magic and can be ruthless, like Dru. She can also be inane and light, like Buffy, but clearly has a darker component to her as well. And then there's Cecily, the woman that he loved while he was human, but who was actually a vengeance demon by the name Hallifrak. He wrote mountains of poetry for her, and she was the only one who was kind to him in life other than his own mother.

What I'm trying to say here is that it is not just any one thing that enamors Spike to Zee. And while his feelings are genuine, they are also a little rash. Which is how it always happens for him. Wake up one day in love with a new person. W H O O P S

They like the same music, they like doing the same things IT'S THE PERFECT MIDDLE SCHOOL ROMANCE DAMMIT. She even loves poetry. He does not know what to do with his life. And unlike anyone else who has ever loved him, she's actually nice to him. Which kind of skeeves him out. But he also likes it u////////u

Which is where the self-hatred comes in I guess. Like it ever left. He feels like he's bothering her. Which is really stupid considering she calls him out on avoiding her only constantly. But not only is she in a long-term relationship, but he can tell she's attracted to him and that only makes it worse. He really doesn't have it in him to be a homewrecker right now.

Not because he cares about James' feelings, and as far as he's concerned, James doesn't deserve her. The main problem is that Spike doesn't believe he IS good enough to steal the title from him. However, with this canon update things may change between them a little? We shall see. After losing and regaining his soul not to mention the whole crazy bug ship thing, Spike is back to his previous glory and will probably start to find more confidence again around this place.

Which can really only mean hideous things between these two, especially since Buffy will be here soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Basically, he doesn't understand AT ALL why Zee wants him near her. And with the whole Beck thing back home he's just like fuq why me.





Why.





Me.

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found you! john please.

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Spike doesn't know John very well yet obviously, though hopefully that changes soon. The time he stumbled to John's place drunk he wasn't in a good way, and the good doctor took care of him. Pretty much no one ever gives a shit about Spike so when it comes to this sort of thing he has very low standards. And yes, he too is drawn towards fellow Brits.

Also, John, the only addiction Spike has is sadness and self-hatred okok. He's basically the opposite of Sherlock. But yes, he's not used to being around people who are so helpful without being self-serving. As sad as this is, Spike is probably the most selfless in his canon right now so he feels a kinship to John in a way. You don't have to be a big visible hero guy to make a difference, and Sike prefers to do his work in the shadows anyway.

They should definitely talk about their mommy issues sometime because they both have them miles and miles deep. FURTHERMORE yes taking the piss means he likes you John. Try not to read so much into it ♥

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BAM because you asked so nicely

do you like how i made you post to this then took FOREVER yeah me too

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Jane keeps him on track. He likes women who do this for him, even if it's not a ~sexy~ kind of likes. Necessarily. Uhm.

Basically she saw in him someone responsible and trustworthy enough to house sit for her, and that meant a lot more than it should have. And though he literally touched everything in said house, it was all immaculate when she came home. He's such a fucking weirdo. People who trust him like that get a gold star, because no one ever trusts him and it makes him feel bad about himself.

So mostly his new "friendship" or whatever it is as it stands, proves to himself that he can move forward. That he can be different. That he can move on from his past and just be a good guy like he'd always wanted to be.

Besides, he gets to use her cable for free.